Friday, December 6, 2013

Everybody's a taker - forget everything I've ever written

I'm breaking my blogspot silence after a long time. I've mentioned in the past that I've struggled to work on these giving ideas. And today I'm officially done with it all.

For the past five years all my accounts (several email accounts, facebook, several twitter accounts, WiFi, laptops, MACs, instagram, linkedin ) have been hacked and abused. I've taken umpteen steps in attempts to stop the mess. I've received little to no help. I am a Hindu Legal US Citizen and a post divorce single mom. I have committed no crimes nor have I committed any acts that should offend anyone. Yet for FIVE YEARS I've been - what can only be described as - bullied. There have been attempts to sully my reputation. I've lost many friends - I simply cannot trust many people. I've lost zillion hours of sleep attempting to stop the mess.

The damage caused to  my joy and happiness has been beyond redemption. I feel like a slave or a prisoner bound by the cyber fences, unable, nay not permitted to be myself, express my true personality , share words (I love to write) or open up and be myself (happy , cheerful, zen). There has been no official help forthcoming either. Most PDs cannot handle such cases and/or have a heavy backlog when able.

I have been preaching unconditional giving. But I've soured on it. Nobody cares. Being an unconditional giver opens you up to be treated like a victim and an eternal prey. And so it is.

I give up. I am recanting. F giving. Every man and woman for themselves. I aim to enjoy whatever life I have left. I mean real life, I never understood why I was inducted (if I was) in the "Game of Life" whatever shit that may be.

*NOTE* Made some edits on 11/14/2016  to update the text to match current state of the truth. I did this to avoid opportunistic identity thieves and poseurs to claim my old content as their current one. The above mentioned issues have occurred since 2009.

Written by:  Miss Gitanjali Gulve Sehgal A.K.A Ms. Gitanjali GulveSehgal AKA Miss Gigi Sehgal
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