Saturday, October 6, 2012
Believe in yourself
Life loves to throw us for a loop and like a boomerang we keep coming back for some more
I know what I'm looking for but I haven't found it yet and until I do, I'm going to keep trying
putting my hand into the water and praying for some fish instead of shark bites. It gets difficult when suddenly my hand turns into a paw or I change shape into a dude. I don't know, I don't have a mirror to peek into while I go fishing and the choppy waters don't make up the best reflective surfaces. Since I know I am the woman I am, it doesn't matter much what the fish think of me.
I've been disappointed before. You can say that in certain situations like right now, I've been tempted to give up. But hope keeps things afloat. Hopefully my goals and dreams are big enough for me to keep trying. Hopefully my goals and dreams are big enough for me to know when to quit to find another way.
Either way, I've spent too much time second guessing myself in the past. Since the past few years I've been focused and pursuing each of my dreams. It just doesn't show up on social media or online. At the moment, this is how I'd like to keep it.
Thank you world and life for the chance to keep trying. Thank you music for showing up to soothe and heal me each time. Thank you love for always being near. Thank you zen for always following the ire.
Thank you self for keeping on keeping on. Thank you sky for always being up there. You know, I do believe the trees, leaves and puffy clouds, the wind are flirting with me. I am in love with inanimate objects. Sometimes I get upset with living beings. But I find a way to get over it. And THAT thought is belief.
So finally, thank you whoever / whatever it is that gives me access to such a strong belief. And thank you to the perfection that is perfect and imperfect all at once.
Life can be an incredible adventure, let's make it so. We can lend our voice to a cause (it's election year! have you registered?) , we can help those in need, we can do anything we want. As long as we don't hurt anyone we are adding back to the bank of good karma.
So ask this to everyone around you, just as I ask you all - How may I be of help?
Written by: Ms. Gitanjali GulveSehgal AKA Ms. Gitanjali Gulve Sehgal AKA Ms. Gigi Sehgal Copyright © 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013, 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021, 2022, 2023 Gigi Sehgal a.k.a G G Sehgal a.k.a Gitanjali Gulve Sehgal All rights reserved.
ENFJ, Techie,CIS Woman, Straight, Long time divorced Hindu India born naturalized US citizen, single mom of one grown up daughter, worked at several fortune 25 companies. Currently working on my early stage cyber security startup and getting ready to launch a hyper casual game for my company Playbrainiacs. Also working on initiative to help homeless Californians find well paying jobs. Living all my dreams and being a nerd fighter to rid myself of all hacker malaise.
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